Day 5
He still continues to be lost... we try to talk it out and see where goes wrong... but all he can say is he don't know... all is blank... lost.... probably...
I don't know how I can rescue him out of this quicksand... like his sinking and sinking down... no matter how I try to stretch out my hand and shout for him to grab on to my hand... he still have no response. GOD~! please help him and show him the path out of the darkness...
As for me, I have already clear my dark cloud... back to my usual self... no more short tempered, unreasonable girl (which I think i have be behaving like that for this couple of days) Is only when u try to step out of our own misery and then will you understand that there is actually no misery. (weird!~~! then why am I crying then -_-!)
I need a balance in life now, a balance with my study, with my friends (start getting in contact with them), with you- I will try to be understanding & be supportive for you. Hope that one of these day, you will wake up from your sleep, with my hobby- maybe pick up a new hobby again, was thinking to learn knitting at the CC. keke what if all the members are aunties!~ ah!~!!~ I'm already feel like I'm a housewife stuck at home, I now I understand it is soooooooooo boring to stay at home whole day with no more talking to u. At least, I still have friends online to chat or else I dont know what life can be. Talking to wall!~!~
I will still continue to date the days till the day you awake from this deep sleep. How I wish it will be so easy like the fairy tales- I, the princess give you a kiss and you, the sleeping prince will wake up from your deep sleep.
I don't know how I can rescue him out of this quicksand... like his sinking and sinking down... no matter how I try to stretch out my hand and shout for him to grab on to my hand... he still have no response. GOD~! please help him and show him the path out of the darkness...
As for me, I have already clear my dark cloud... back to my usual self... no more short tempered, unreasonable girl (which I think i have be behaving like that for this couple of days) Is only when u try to step out of our own misery and then will you understand that there is actually no misery. (weird!~~! then why am I crying then -_-!)
I need a balance in life now, a balance with my study, with my friends (start getting in contact with them), with you- I will try to be understanding & be supportive for you. Hope that one of these day, you will wake up from your sleep, with my hobby- maybe pick up a new hobby again, was thinking to learn knitting at the CC. keke what if all the members are aunties!~ ah!~!!~ I'm already feel like I'm a housewife stuck at home, I now I understand it is soooooooooo boring to stay at home whole day with no more talking to u. At least, I still have friends online to chat or else I dont know what life can be. Talking to wall!~!~
I will still continue to date the days till the day you awake from this deep sleep. How I wish it will be so easy like the fairy tales- I, the princess give you a kiss and you, the sleeping prince will wake up from your deep sleep.

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